Random Thoughts

Random Thoughts:
-remember when we just got into college and thought we had the rest of our lives figured out? wrong. so wrong.
-this semester is seriously flying by.. freshman year is almost over.what.
-religion and politics are always topics to avoid. especially when conversing with opinionated people. why can’t we just agree to disagree?
-i seriously need to be more aggressive and start calling people out; holding everything in definitely doesn’t help any situation
-i don’t know why but the rodeo didn’t excite me as much as it used to; still fun/expensive as ever though 
-not sure if your vulnerability surprises me or disappoints me; either way it annoys me. 
-lent season went by so fast
-i’m getting excited for my birthday. you should too. 
-um. student government. words cannot. i can’t even. 
-i really don’t mean to come off as egotistical/elitist/self absorbed haha
-so i just made a goal to eat at austin’s top 100 restaurants before i graduate. here’s to gaining my freshman 15. and to blowing all of my income on food. 
-since when did i develop this ‘due tomorrow, do tomorrow’ mentality? this needs to change.  
-i have such an irrational fear of dogs
-i’m glad things turn out the way they did because i honestly cannot imagine being any where else. everything happens for a reason.
-ahh i really want to bring my car to austin next year; i want/need to explore

Stress Meter:
(————-l—————) mm i don’t want spring break to end

Random Thoughts:
-eek i’m excited to see who’s coming to ut next year
-mixing business with pleasure is never a good idea 
-why does it get harder and harder to be away from home? i’m getting so home sick
-i still can’t get over the ridiculousness that is my schedule. this semester is too busy
-lent begins on the 22nd.. what should i give up this season?
-i honestly dont understand how people can hate country music
-how is it already february? 
-sometimes i feel like my conscience is way too big 
-this is going to be interesting
-selfishness is the most annoying/unattractive quality anyone could have. especially when said selfish person doesn’t realize they’re selfish.
-i always seem to be going out of my way for other people and i’m not quite sure if anyone would ever go out of their way for me. this has always been my problem.. i guess old habits die hard  
-i hate when people i have so much respect for let me down
-its the 21st century. how has nobody made a time machine yet?
-whew first round of midterms are over. three more to go :( 

Stress Meter
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Random Thoughts:
-Rest in Peace, Lucky. It’s going to be so different without you in our family :( 
-happy chinese/vietnamese new year! surround yourself with happy/lucky people for a year of happiness and good fortune
-my luck has seriously run out.  
-i really want to visit a psychic/palm reader 
-apologies to everyone who has put up with my bitterness/sadness over the past week; thanks for putting up with me
-i can already tell this semester is going to suck. i want my monday-thursday class schedule and three day weekend back
-i seriously think you don’t have a single genuine bone in your body
-i’m stuck between a rock and a hard place
-new resolution: no more starbucks/coffee runs. starbucks in the sac charged my card in one lump sum at the end of last semester and i was charged more than i spent in dine in dollars 
-i’m glad i have family in austin. it’s nice to get away from campus and eat home cooked meals once in a while  
-walking through the music building every mwf and hearing the orchestra practice brings back a lot of memories; maybe one day i’ll pick up the cello again
-i’m actually really excited to see where the class of 2012 get into college/grad school; good luck to all the high school and college seniors!
-goal this semester: sleep 8+ hours a night, keep up with readings, 4.0, take advantage of 15 hours of the day, make time for myself to just relax/watch tv
-i need to get myself out of this rut 

Stress Meter
(———————-l——) 

My first and longest best friend. 
Rest in peace, Lucky
6/16/2000-1/17/2012 

Random Thoughts:
-not sure if this winter break was the best but it was definitely the most memorable
-i hate that moment when you realize everyone was right and you were just too stubborn to listen
-here’s to spring semester; let’s make it better than last
-i feel like my luck is running short
-winter break was so ridiculously long.. i feel like i haven’t been in school for forever; but i’m not complaining at all haha
-i hate it when i forget things at home
-god, i am not looking forward to this semester at all..
-why am i so indecisive/scared of confrontation
-i dont think i’ll ever get over that home sick feeling i get every time i get ready to come back to austin
-i hate being in these lose-lose situations.
-i think i’m peaking too early. i need to enjoy life more. 
-why are gop candidates so embarassing
-i’ve been back in my dorm for like an hour and i already miss my bed. and my car. and my house. and my family. spring break needs to hurry up and get here.  

Stress Meter
(—————l—————-) last night of winter break. meh.  

Random Thoughts:
-if spotify and pandora partnered up, they would make the most epic app ever
-so winter break has been going pretty perfectly if i may say so myself; can’t believe were only half way through it
-rooted android>jailbroken iphone; i wouldn’t go back to apple if someone paid me.. yet i’m typing this on my macbook.. hm
-meh, no words can express how pathetic i think you are
-2011 was the craziest/most unpredictable/happiest/saddest/most life changing year of my life. second semester senior year, got into college, prom, graduation, moved into college, college life, lost friends, made friends, reunited with old friends, and survived my first semester of college. it was a pretty great year.
-new year resolutions: prioritize academic life/social life/extracurricular life better, improve sleeping habits, complain less, appreciate more.. to be continued.
-i have the greatest respect for people who never lose sight of who they are/who they want to be
-i dont know why but i feel so guilty when people ask me if i still play the cello and i say no; that needs to change..
-finally caught up on gossip girl. now, i just need to catch up on glee and oth and my next semester tv schedule will be back on track.

Stress Meter:
—-l—-(————————-) it’s winter break. 

Random Thoughts:
-can’t believe this semester is basically over. met some pretty awesome people in all of my classes and had the most productive/efficient study groups ever. hopefully spring semester will be this nice to me
-i don’t understand technologically retarded people who shell out hundreds of dollars to buy an over-hyped/over-priced/overrated product
-i don’t know why but i felt so much older than everyone when i went back to visit bellaire 
-screw you plus minus system
-hmm i’m ready for a new phone
-i’m a little self absorbed
-survived my first hell week, spotted the albino squirrel and owned my last round of midterms
-i don’t how/why but luck always seems to be on my side
-i’ve literally spent 90% of the past 3 days in bed watching tv. somehow, sleeping in/being lazy in college feels 2349942 x’s better than sleeping in/being lazy at home
-why does abc family play harry potter every freaking day
-i have no idea what i’m gonna do at home for over a month during christmas break..
-signed my spring 2012 work contract.. guess i’m gonna be employed for another semester
-just looked at my schedule for next semester and it sucks. 15 hours of school, 12 hours of work and extracurrics fjsafldjsald why. 

Stress Meter
(——————l—————-) one final left. let’s do this.  

Random Thoughts:
-there are days that i regret not being more active on campus.. and then there are weeks like these where i don’t even know how i find the energy to be alive
-i love college
-somehow everything always has a way of working itself out
-i thought bellaire politics was bad… high school politics has nothing on college politics. i honestly don’t understand why people want to be politicians
-people with bad intentions always see the worst in people
-it really scares me when the adults in my family start having health issues; i can’t imagine a life without my parents/uncles/aunts
-i need to slow down and enjoy life a little more 
-okay seriously, i need to stop growing up
-the things college kids do to procrastinate writing essays.. like writing random thoughts.. 
-so many things i want to do before i graduate.. let’s make them happen.
-piling up classes monday-thursday to have a three day weekend was definitely not worth it..
-what the… are we 15 year olds all over again?
-my 4 inch memory foam mattress topper was probably my best college investment 
-four more days of fall semester. where did time go?!
-home for thanksgiving break and i’m already ready to go back to austin. summers gonna be… fun.

Stress Meter:
(———-l———————) Thank God it’s Thanksgiving Break 

Random Thoughts:
-okay, i’m tired of school. where is winter break? one month seems so close but so far away
-people lose creditably in my book when they don’t reply to emails/texts
-so much to do, so little time. i feel like this motto has become the story of my life.  
-my group of friends and my brother’s group of friends somehow has collided.. i don’t know how i’m supposed to feel about this
-underclassmen: take my advice and calm the fuck down. sorry for the language. 
-canceled classes seriously make my day
-i always forget that i reactivated my tumblr
-i miss my car fdjskl 
-the week always goes by really fast but then when i look back on monday, it feels like a million years ago
-less than a month of school left.. where did time go?!
-i honestly do not know how i woke up at 6:45 every single day in high school.
-merp so many decisions. i need a life advisor. 
-finally attempting to correct my sleeping/eating habits.. so far so good
-haha looking at all the underclassmen pictures of yellowstone brings back lots of memories.. 
-i forgot how much i missed my family. now i’m home sick. great. 

Stress Meter:
(——————-l————-)  i feel like i dont even have time to be stressed anymore..